I wish I knew what it felt like to be able to function like other people do. I’m just sad all the fucking time. I just want to spend my days sleeping and cutting and crying. Sorry to whine, but life has lost all meaning for me.

#death  #suicide  #alone  #sad  

#skinny  #thinspiration  

#self harm  #show us your story  #cutting  #burning  #abuse  

#cocaine  #drugs  #fun  #takes the pain away  

#i hate my body  #self-image  #self-loathing  #hatred  #ugly  #fat  

#cuts  #blood  #sad  #alone  #depressed  

Sorry I’ve been gone for awhile guys, I was in Florida getting into shenanigans. Anyway now I’m back and I have decided that I need to restrict my food intake even more due to two things

1) Everyone in Florida was approximately half my size, not to mention tan.

2) My boyfriend said that he had noticed my weight gain when he last saw me. So now I feel like a complete fat shit and I definitely am not okay with noticeable weight gain. Bye bye food. 

#suicide  #blood  #death  #sadness  

#skinny  #bone  #hip bones  #thin  #jealous  #thinspiration